Troubles

I am really finding this project difficult. I just don't really know what I'm meant to be doing and I really cant seem to get the Martin Parr style of flash photography out of my head. I'm not sure if I'm just not getting into it because of this as I really don't like the style of that type of work. I am also really struggling to find some type of research that is relevant to the project. I am really not enjoying this area at all.